when it comes to scholarship apps one really feels what it's like to work our heads off and yet have to accept that it may not pay off. And this time the consequences are really real. Worrying bout school exams may seem like such a big thing in the past and yes, they are important. But compared to scholarships and the many things we'll prob face next time, they are prob nothing.


it sucks to compare but it's natural instinct to do so and it absolutely feels terrible to know that well...maybe one just aint good enough. Trying to live up to expectations makes it even worse.




it's tiring...









but despite all my complains..i really have to thank mum, dad and jie for their support