eat bread...drink coffee

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

havent updated in a long time. The last week of school was eventful of sort. GP common test and plenty of match supports. I dont think i've ever been more proud to in RJ. 10 GOLDs or so in 2 days. Plus all the SYF honours.

Anyway, hols have started. At least officially. Been going to school the past few days to mug. Yesterday had the psc psychometric test in school which was really long. And as a matter of fact, i felt stupid after doing the test since i couldnt even finish any section. And today, i spent 8 hours in school mugging alone. YES! I am that no-lifer. But didnt do that much anyway. SATs really takes up alot of time. Only went on to other stuff at like 3 plus after 4 hours at it. Stayed in school till about 7 plus and met the ppl who came back from CCAL camp.

Next week dont think i'll be mugging at all. Class Chalet and HK. CANT WAIT!!! But my CTS will die!

Anyway here's something i saw on some shirt in chinatown..

Ultimate Singapore Survivor: Outchill, Outshop, Outeat!

On another note...i think im too quiet at times for my own good.

Rite then...go sleep liao. Gd nite

Sunday, May 20, 2007

im slacking away coz it feels like there's alot of time when i know that there's no time left.

make sense??


What i planned to do today (yesterday):
  • read through chem notes 17, 18a, 18b
  • read maths lecture notes S3
  • do maths tutorial s3
  • start on geog mindmap

What i actually managed to do:

  • read through chem notes 17,18a,18b

the plan sounds quite unrealistic. But i could have done so much more if i just did. But there's no time for regrets is there? BUT BUT BUT...

now...

What i plan to do today:

  • econs geog mindmap
  • read gp notes
  • hopefully start on SATs

maths shall just have to wait. Sorry miss koo!

I cant believe how behind i am.

Friday, May 18, 2007

IT'S 220PM ON A WEEKDAY AND IM HOME!!

WOOOOAAAAHHHH!!

Thursday, May 17, 2007

suppose to be doing my physical geog essay now which is due TOMORROW!! Best..im the only one in class who hasnt done it i think. But i've been hanging around the comp doing almost nothing for the past 2 hours or so. So far...i've written my intro paragraph. Thanx jia'en for sending me ur research or i could be here researching till like tomorrow and still no essay. Yup...so reading the stuff now. Just that im abit slow at it. Like read abit, go see other stuff online, read abit more then go back to the comp. It's not a difficult question actually...see:

Using case studies from DCs and LDCs, assess the impacts of tropical cyclones in these countries.

Simple right, quite a standard question i think. But it will take quite a lot of motivation for me to actually start writing. And im still waiting till im damn damn guilty then i'll start.

Came home early today. Well sort of. Finished school at 220 but it was raining heavily. So went library and read abit of electrochem. Then by 4 the rain stopped so went home. But i've been rotting since 5 plus. Haha..what's new. Just knew i cant do work at home. Hehe...see how tomorrow. Maybe stay back to mug. But i want to see what my home is like at 2pm on a weekday. I never see before!

Right...im starting to feel guilty abit now. Back to essay.

Monday, May 14, 2007

i forgot to say this yesterday...
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY!!

today's my first day as a should i say..."retired dancer". Well at least for now. Everything's really over. SYF, H3 exam and finally dance nite. Remember i was quite apprehensive about this period of time earlier on, wondering if i could cope with everything. But now that it's over, Im relieved, yet hoping that time had stayed a little longer. I kept sighing whenever i saw my fellow dancers in school and i guessed many had the same sentiments as me. I dont exactly know what we're sighing about. But it's probably the state of lost-ness that we're in now and probably will be for quite awhile. From pracs 6-7 times a week, it's kinda weird when we see each other around nowadays and know that we wont be having dance later in the afternoon.Windy benches will probably get much dirtier until another dance performance comes up.

Otherwise, school was normal. Took my maths test after school, did abit of maths tutorial and then went to support hockey semi-finals. My first match support in my JC life. That should be worth remembering.

Anyway, yesterday was fun. Went out shopping with mum at orchard and it was really serious shopping. Never bought that much at one shot before. 2 pairs of jeans and 2 tops. At night, went to east coast Jumbo where my sister, her bf and I treated my mum to dinner!!

once again..
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Sunday, May 13, 2007

it only dawned on me while walking to school yesterday that chinese dance will be officially over for me once we step off the stage that night. And that fact has really sunk in now that i've received the training schedule for next week from the j1 exco. No we dont need to go for pracs! Cant imagine what it'll be like to be able to go home early everyday.

I wasnt feeling that sad on friday night actually. Somehow i was in a pretty bad mood and didnt feel that sad that dance was going to end in less than 24 hours. The mood at dance night wasnt that great and footloose really felt like just another performance.

Even as saturday came, the fact didnt sink in yet. But just before dance night as we were all sitting down together warming up and talking, xinying said some stuff and a few people started tearing. We were immediately like "OH NO!! CANNOT CRY NOW...CRY LATER! LATER MAKE UP RUN! LOOK AWAY LOOK AWAY!! DONT CRY!" So soon we went on stage and the time just flew past. After zu2 meng4, ran back, quick change into feifei costume and down the j2s (with a few j1s) went to put up our last performance. CLIMAX COMING...Weiwei laoshi couldnt make it to saturday's performance initially. But during acknowledgement at finale, we were quicked surprised why xinying and ivy went up with flowers when her name was mentioned and suddenly we saw her on stage. Then immediately we started jumping and teared right there on stage. Guess it really meant that much to us that she saw the SYF item put up for the last time and for all the effort and guidance that she had given us for the past year. Before the curtain even finished closing we just ran to hug each other and mass-brawling session started. After that I walked up the stairs with some other dancers and suddenly realised...werent we suppose to stay on stage to meet or something. It's this feeling that u dont want to leave the stage. Coz i dunno when i'll get to perform again. I dunno if i showed it, but i really really enjoyed dancing up there with my fellow chinese dancers up there the last two nights.

I dont really know how to say it and I realised that im usually really quiet and dont say much insightful stuff during talking/reflection sessions with the dancers. But truthfully, i really enjoyed and cherish the time training and hanging out with all of u gals. It's amazing how a group of 16 people from different schools, different ccas, different degree of dance background can come together and click so well together. As in...so extremely well. I'll really miss all our trainings together, the mugging sessions and just simply talking crap with one another. I'll miss dancing. But i really miss working and hanging out with all the dancers alot more. Of course we'll still see each other in school. But it'll prob never be as often as before. During show and tell session in class, i didnt realise directly that what i mentioned about the fan showed the value of friendship that means so much to me. It's just right that 16 wooden pieces join our fans together. Dance night may be over and we'll all be down to mugging pretty soon. But the time spent together during the past year or so has really been great and made my JC life that much enjoyable. I've said this before. Dance pracs have been tough, but seeing u gals make pracs so much more bearable.

Im really proud to be dancer of ZU-MENG, a dancer of FEIFEI and most of all..
A RJ CHINESE DANCER!
i have to say this now...
I LOVE THE CHINESE DANCERS!!

Friday, May 11, 2007

FOOTLOOSE!

and so it's here already. After months of practise, countless blisters and plasters, many late nites and undone tutorials, dance nite 2007 is finally here!

Today was quite good. If u ignore the few small mistakes in each item, i think the chinese dancers did a great job today. The gan3 jue2 was damn good. Anyway, less than 24 hours and my dance life in jc will most prob be over. OMG..sound so sad. But we'll make it a nice ending ya. Last dance we perform tomorrow- FEIFEI! It'll be good! Jiayou everyone!

Go zu2 meng4!
Go Feifei!

Sunday, May 06, 2007

i've wasted the whole sunday afternoon away. Was doing physics-quantum II at macs but gave up after awhile coz it's really like reading greek. So came home, slacked off, watch abit of badminton, sleep then rot somemore. There's maths and gp test tomorrow. But im too lazy at the moment to go prepare for them. I dun really want next week to come. ANyway...i need contacts for cheap bouquets of flowers!!

edited: 9.16pm

so there's chem tutorial 18b
physics tutorial 18
GP essay outlines for test tomorrow

and what am i gonna do now??

CROSS-STITCH

i dunno what's wrong with me!!
I know stressing's no use.
Coz once i stress i cannot CANNOT do any work.
But it always happens once in awhile

!!!
it's 1.23am so im probably gonna be damn random.
Like...
P(Yihui being random)
= 1-P(Yihui is not gonna be random)
=1-0.05
=0.95
See that's what u get after u do the binomial tutorial (like finally!!)
Now im not behind anymore...at least for now ya!

Anyway im suppose to go sleep now coz there's dance tomorrow at 845am!!
Rite...dance on sunday!
Reminiscence of pre-syf days.
By the same time next week,
i'll prob have no more chinese dance sessions =((

Anyway, like i said im suppose to go sleep.
But i just killed this cockroach in my toilet that recently always appears late at night at say 12 plus
and now it's body is still lying there
Plus there's this moth flying about .
So im waiting awhile...
see if the moth will fly away
or the cockcroach will move itself.
Haha...see what huihui wished me:

huihui. phish food! says:
lolz ok erm good luck then. hope the dead cockroach moves itself soon!

thanks!

Right...im gonna fall asleep soon. Enough of being random. Good nite!

Friday, May 04, 2007

i havent updated in more than a week!!
Partly coz my days have been rather monotonous of late.
Go to school, do work, go for dance, come home, eat then sleep.
The weeks seem to really fly past.
Before we know it, it'll be As and then out of JC.
Actually i kinda wish JC was longer.

Reached home at 330 today.
Earliest ever this year on a school day.
Could have been earlier though if we ended at 1230.
But had extra maths lesson after school that dragged on till bout 2.
So in total we had 4 hours of tutorial today, 2 hours chem, 1 hour physics, 1 hour (plus) maths.
Speaking of physics.
I just knew i was gonna be called to go up and present some question on the board
Coz everytime i dun do..i'll surely be called or Mr Sze will check.
Then when i do the tutorial...we somehow wont go through.
Just knew it!
Tried to sleep just now but cannot
coz of the yuan-yang beng i drank in school just now.
So i never rest...and never do any work either. Best!!
Let's see what i have to (try and) chiong this weekend:

Chem tutorial 18a, 18b
Physics Quantum Physics tutorial
Maths Binomial tutorial and study for maths test.

See how...think i'll end up doing half of that.
At least i hope i'll do it.

Alrite...go sleep again.