eat bread...drink coffee

Friday, October 26, 2007

i need some reassurance.

but truthfully, who can give me reassurance but myself?

trying to calm down and mug while emo-ing is a challange in itself.


and lastly...now this is just to make myself relax a little...

what is part of the reason i applied to cambridge...

"to see what im capable of achieving"




RELAX!!

i have to trust that doing my stats maths tutorial regularly during class would pull me through maths paper 2.

i cant seem to find time to squeeze in maths paper 2 with chem paper 3 and physical geog the day before.

in other words..im scared.

Monday, October 22, 2007

i think i've been quite scary these few days, cheery one moment, black face the next and stressing out soon after. Really sorry for the mood swings esp to like hui and clara and yishi etc.

It's stupid, i have a consultation session with mr tham tomorrow but most of my questions were from a long time ago and i have no idea what they are now.

Should be studying at night, but i tend to crash pretty early nowadays.

kk..nothing else better to write.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

this is funny..

i was doing chem and got bored and so went to friendster.
and the first thing i saw on the horoscope was..

"Distraction is not what you need right now!
Keep your head down and keep going."
and so i got right down to chem.
But then i decided that it was funny.
And got distracted instead.
Ok..one more question!!

Sunday, October 14, 2007

i dunno how to study for gp..how...
haha..my rg gym juniors were just on super sunday!

i shld be studying now
but instead im still printing stuff
as of now, im waiting for the 17 pages university of michigan application form to finish printing before i start on university of illinois'. I dont really know where i want to apply to. Initially it was only berkeley and cornell. But somehow i found a few more and decided to apply. Apparently illinois' civil engineering program is top in us.

Anyway, my parents brought me to jie4 jiu3 xiao1 chou2 today. Actually we went brewerkz la. Haha..not bad. Walked around clarke quay after that for awhile. Very nice . Saw that clinic pub place. Then came home and got motivated to study. So im done with hydro. Was suppose to do some gp after that but I got on the comp and have been downloading forms since. My improve GP plan doesnt seem to be getting anywhere. Two weeks to As..im scared. Im scared Im scared Im scared. Ok i cant type on anymore. Not like zhixu. Haha..should just copy and paste her's.

My parents bought a new car today. And they didnt tell me about it. Why am i always the last person to know bout stuff?? Haha..like when my cousin got pregnant. Anyway it got me thinking bout how everythings seemed like such a big affair when i was a kid. Getting a new car was always a whole family affair where we'll go from showroom to showroom. When booking tours we'll always take quite a while to decide. It's not that im bothered by it, but it just goes to show how much things have changed. Or how different we're treating things nowadays.

Oh the 17 pages are done.

As of now..school is life..life is school. But at least it'll be over soon. Actually mugging the whole time doesnt feel that bad. No im not sadistic. And definitely i can get use to not studying very easily. But i think i've gotten used to this life already. Yes MUGGER..i know. But though life in RJ has definitely 120% been fun, we cant deny that a large part of it had been taken up by studying. Im seriously scared for A levels. I dont feel as prepared as i should be by this time. But it's not the time to say i dont think i'll do well. Whatever time we have is all that we have. Somehow someway we'll have to make sure things work out. This seems like some kind of motivation speech...but i trying to ban myself from having any negative thoughts coz it definitely wont help in anything.

So friday was the farewell assembly. Quite a few nice videos with clips from orientation through 2 great years in RJ. I'll miss RJ, i'll miss my friends, my class and CCA mates.

I'll probably update bout it another day. Better go sleep now or i can forget about mugging tomorrow.

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

yay! im finally done with ucas!

so it's cambridge engineering, imperial civil engineering and aeronautical engineering.
Should have put in 2 more. put 5 or put 3 still 15 pounds. Oh well. Haha.

Oops..i had to wake my parents up just to complete that application. I hope they dun ever read this though i think my mum knows i have a blog. But she said she wont look at my stuff. Haha..

Hahaha..now to study geog.

Monday, October 08, 2007

this is a joke la..
im on the verge of finishing my ucas application
just need to pay 15 pounds online..
and the internet decided to be damn slow.

I want to finish this now!!
so i can go study geog like i was suppose to.

Thursday, October 04, 2007

now i know where my 1 mark and A for physics went..

1: Kinetic Energy=mv^2
2: 10^-13/ 10^-27= 10^16

this is called wasted.